My mood changes instantly. I go into deep thought… Maybe that’s why I can’t sleep. I complain about how tired I am all the time but it doesn’t matter. I won’t sleep anyways. It’s gotten so bad, I medicate myself. I just wanna sleep like normal kids but it’s not that easy for me. I have feelings bottled up. I have a composure to maintain. I have too many responsibilities. I swear, sometimes, I wish I had an off switch.